Hai. Assalamualaikum.

I feel so weak right now. Now I realize the only will be on my side on the worst side only Creator. Now I know only His love is immortal. He never leave my side although i didn't spend much time on him. I totally lost in temporary love. Forgive me ya Allah.

I can't think well. I don't know what can make me feel better. Maybe this is what people said Karma. I'm not truly believe in it, but no doubt Allah is fair enough. Maybe i've ruin someone life before. I should take a lesson.Now I get it,it hurts much. So much. 

I should focus on myself. Learn to love myself. I've wronged myself too much before, jz to care about others feeling, and jz to get others love. 

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did. 

You were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did.

And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the skyline

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible.

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know.

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love and words

Empty promises will wear

I know.